Help me to find the strength to open my heart again to your goodness. Please let your light shine on me again and protect me from myself and the darkness that clouds my heart.
Please help me to find some level of comfort about believing in you, and help me to sustain it.
My heart is weak and broken and feels like it could burst from strain at any moment.
Please help me find my faith.
Help me put the blindfold on myself and trust in your guidance to light my path.
Help me to forget all the things I've seen and heard that have led me to this doubt.
Help me to forgive you for not being there when I thought you should.
Help me to trust in you again.
Help me to understand and to learn how to love you above all things.
T.Rodney
Bereaved mother
10/12/10